tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81618999380033777482024-02-19T21:17:01.408+13:00Jim's Awesome BlogThoughts from a scrambled brain... or,
My solutions to all the worlds problems... or, ummm, what was the question?Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.comBlogger278125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-37330280428236140522017-12-12T17:00:00.003+13:002017-12-12T17:00:26.766+13:00When Does Life Begin?<i>My opinions only - but carefully considered ones none the less! And I do love opening cans of worms to see what will happen!</i><br />
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Abortion has been a hot topic for a long time. But when we sift through all the arguments, it comes down to one simple question:<br />
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When does life actually begin?<br />
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I have no answer, and despite the best efforts of millions, I really don't think anyone does. Here's the problem as I see it...<br />
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Then the moment they get together they form complete DNA and begin to divide. So are they human babies at that moment? Do they instantly become endowed with a soul/spirit and that point and become conscious? Do they slowly become "humans" over a period of time? If so, how long and how can we tell?<br />
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What if we back track to the eggs and sperm. Let's face it, millions of sperm die all the time, whether we like it or not, and most of a woman's eggs die too. So these half human "things" are carelessly discarded by our bodies anyway. So do we assume that it's not until the sperm penetrates the egg that human life begins? Or is it when the first cell divides? Or is it when the first "blob" of cells start to look like a human form? Then again, the first steps beyond the "blob" look like fish.<br />
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Perhaps it's a slow "awakening" to consciousness in the womb. But is "consciousness" the determining factor, or is the potential itself enough to go on? The more we look at the complexity, the more we have to admit there is no clear line - no point at which we can say "this is a human" and to terminate this is "murder".<br />
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Personally, I think we are a long way from knowing. Would I condone abortion? That's the million dollar question for all of us, and I would say we have no right to judge either way. That isn't a cop out, it's simply a way of saying I believe it's up to the conscience of the mother. No one else has that right - ever!<br />
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Full term abortions? They are rare, and will never be something that people will accept, simply because most women would not even go there after carrying a foetus for 9 months. Up to 3 months? Again, it's an arbitrary line we draw in the sand, pretending we know when the blob of cells becomes human. And again, I would say it's always the choice of the mother.<br />
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There are so many arguments either way, but let's face it, if you are a christian, why are you concerned? Surely you believe an innocent foetus would go straight to heaven anyway? A few moments of suffering through an abortion would be more than offset by a shortcut to heaven!<br />
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There is no argument either way. It's a non issue, despite our most heart felt and passionate beliefs. Only the mother has the right to decide. She may need help to do so, but not judgement. It's never going to be easy, simply because we all know that somewhere along the line that foetus will become a conscious baby.<br />
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It's time to find more important issues. Love the mother, no matter what her circumstances, and let her decide. She has the right decide what is going on in her body, whether we like it or not.<br />
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Let's focus our energy on issue involving those who are suffering here and now - fully conscious and self aware - creatures who have experienced the joy and pain of life. These are the ones who truly need our care. And that includes the mothers who, for whatever reason, may be considering an abortion!<br />
Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-73062612758624055052017-11-12T15:47:00.000+13:002017-11-12T15:47:07.450+13:00Gay vs GayI write this with a certain amount of fear that too many will take offence without looking at the real issues. I welcome constructive discussion on his matter however, as it's something that affect our community quite deeply.<br />
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There's a quiet "in-house" discrimination amongst gay guys (in fact, its amongst all the LGBT community, but I'll leave that for another blog).<br />
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<a href="http://attitude.co.uk/opinion-some-gay-men-are-excluding-other-gay-men-from-our-community-a-so-called-safe-space-for-all/" target="_blank">Here's an example of the problem</a><br />
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In it's simplest form it comes down to masculine gays not liking effeminate gays. On the surface, it seems like a basic need for tolerance and acceptance, as stated in the article link above. But I think there are much deeper issues involved.<br />
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<a href="http://jesustribune.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/feminine-man-800w-466h.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="186" src="https://jesustribune.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/feminine-man-800w-466h.jpg" width="320" /></a>There is the simple issue of the type of person we like. We all have preferences for a partner, from hair colour down to personality and character. This is perfectly valid and should not be an issue in the slightest. However, when we impose our personal preferences as a judgement onto others we have crossed the line into discrimination and bigotry.<br />
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But there's another reason why so many of the more "masculine" gays don't like the feminine ones. Sadly there is a generalisation that femme guys are petty and bitchy.<br />
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There's a reason we have generalisations - they are mostly true, and as a result tend to be applied to all who fit the general description.<br />
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Personally, I hate pettiness, gossip, backstabbing and bitchiness in anyone, and have very little time for it. One thing I've noticed as I interact with the broad LGBT community, is that femme guys in particular display these characteristics far too often, to the point of being predictable. I hate it with a passion! And I have to admit it puts me on guard whenever I meet effeminate guys. I don't want to, and I genuinely want to assume the best of every person I meet.<br />
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But despite my best intentions, time after time, effeminate guys seem to see the world through the lens of petty gossip.<br />
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As I said this is a generalisation, and I give my sincere apologies to all those beautiful people who don't fit this picture. I also have to say that in spite of this, I genuinely see the best in people and choose to exercise empathy to everyone. I will never discriminate against anyone. But I will choose the level of interaction I have with people in the interest of healthy boundaries.<br />
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So... after saying all this, what are we to do? Why is this so prevalent?<br />
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Lets look at it without involving sexuality or gender. If you met someone who was into belittling, gossiping and generally being shallow and self absorbed, would you avoid them and leave them to it? Straight girls... if you have a friend who is like that, you tend to avoid them for your own mental health. We all do!<br />
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This is the crux of the matter. An effeminate gay guy can be fun loving and absolutely beautiful. They can be caring and deeply compassionate, full of empathy and a great confidant. But there are many who you know you simply would not trust.<br />
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This really comes down to the personal paradigms of so many effeminate gays who have allowed themselves to be defined by their insecurities, abuse and rejection. These produce the underlying fears that result in this sort of behaviour. It's a problem that we desperately need to address, with compassion and unconditional love - not judgement and more rejection.<br />
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We really are a persecuted minority and we must support each other, but we must also be realistic and have the guts to examine our own biases and paradigms.<br />
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We are bigger than this. We must learn to love, to validate each other and ourselves.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-66205475943142268402017-10-24T19:00:00.001+13:002017-12-28T16:25:26.298+13:00Religion... and religion...I've often posted about the nature of religion and spirituality. It
seems to be a very subjective topic with everyone ready to jump in with
their ideas.<br />
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We all have our notions of these terms based on our experiences and inherent paradigms, but to make any sense out of it all so that we can communicate successfully and actually be on the same page, we need to find common ground.<br />
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The most popular comment is something to the effect of "I'm spiritual but not religious!".<br />
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But my point of contention is the definition of "religion" and "spiritual".<br />
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Now I'm not saying I have the ultimate definitions, but I've dug around extensively at the root meanings, the cultural interpretations and psychological inferences (sounds impressive!) and come to what I consider a good baseline for the terminology.<br />
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Spirituality is the innate part of every human, that longs for purpose, meaning and eternity.<br />
It's the part of us that looks at the stars and the seas and forests and is left speechless in awe.<br />
It's our yearning for meaning to this short, temporal existence. It fires our hearts with imagination and helps us understand love and life. It doesn't have any set form or dogma, it's simply a part of our existence.<br />
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When we talk about being spiritual, what are we actually saying? Most of us would agree on the above statements, give or take. But we also add our own belief systems into the mix, creating a confusing definition that others easily misinterpret.<br />
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Religion however, is the application of theories supported by subjective experiences, doctrines (formalised theologies and beliefs systems) and rituals that help us make sense of our innate spirituality. (Wikipedea: Religion is any <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cultural_system">cultural system</a> of designated <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_behaviour">behaviors</a> and practices, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_view">world views</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_text">texts</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shrine">sanctified places</a>, <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethics_in_religion">ethics</a>, or <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_organization">organizations</a>, that relate humanity to the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supernatural">supernatural</a> or <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transcendence_(religion)">transcendental</a>. Religions relate humanity to what anthropologist <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clifford_Geertz">Clifford Geertz</a> has referred to as a cosmic "order of existence".<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religion#cite_note-FOOTNOTEGeertz199387-125-1">[1]</a> However, there is no scholarly consensus over what precisely constitutes a religion)<br />
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Using this definition, we can see that all the major "religions" clearly fit the definitions. But millions of people explore "alternative", "new age" or what they call pure spirituality without realising that they are also embracing religion.<br />
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I recently engaged in a tense discussion with a friend about things like chakras, reiki, and similar forms of "spiritual" practices. Although our biggest problem was to do with definitions, it did cause me to stop and think about the whole issue again.<br />
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Whatever methods we use to interpret and apply our innate sense of spirituality is basically a religion! We may embrace various forms of "new age" teachings or traditional teachings from indigenous or ancient cultures - a whole range of practices we consider as spiritual but not religious. But in fat, the moment we apply some form of methodology, interpretation and application of a spiritual concept, we have adopted a religion.<br />
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This in itself is fine! We have to, so that we can apply the principles in a constructive way. It's not "bad" to practice religion in any form because it's the only way we can live by our beliefs.<br />
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But here's where the rubber hits the road...<br />
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<li>Do you think your religious applications of spiritual concepts are "the truth"? </li>
<li>Do you proclaim you have the real deal and other people need to be enlightened to the reality of your beliefs? </li>
<li>What are the "fruits" of your beliefs (that you apply as a religion to your life)?</li>
<li>Have you refined your beliefs into a form of religion that has become dogma? (a principle or set of principles laid down by an authority as incontrovertibly true)</li>
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So many people claim they have rejected religion to discover "true" spirituality, free of the dogma and oppression of religious fundamentalism. but they are unaware that they have simply shifted from one form of religion to another - that they have accepted another dogma with just as much passion as they claim to have rejected. </div>
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What we fail to see is that any form of religion and dogma is entirely subjective - there is no empirical evidence for any spiritual beliefs or the applications of those beliefs through a religious structure.</div>
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Whatever we embrace is, by it's very nature, subjective and cannot be defined by dogma. Whatever we believe, we have two primary considerations - do we regard it as dogma, and what is the fruit of that belief?</div>
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If our "religious" belief and expression is in any way exclusive, creates an "us and them" mentality, denies unconditional love to all humanity, then we have failed at the most fundamental level. We must examine our beliefs and be prepared to let go of all our assumptions.<br />
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It's OK to be wrong.</div>
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It's OK to lose unshakeable beliefs.</div>
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It's OK to have an existential crisis.</div>
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It's OK to simply "be".</div>
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Live loved - because that is all that matters!</div>
Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-29678265041228160832017-09-19T13:51:00.000+12:002017-09-19T13:58:01.534+12:00Praying in disasters.<br />
We all do it! Even if it's not to THE God (whichever one that me be), but we all cry out to something outside of ourselves when things get desperate. Unless you are a die-hard atheist I guess.<br />
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We want god to rescue us, change the situation, do something to change what seems inevitable.<br />
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Time and time again, in the face of a disaster, people are called to prayer. Government officials, churches, relief organisations... all will end up saying things like "all we can do is pray". Churches hold big prayer meetings, and the government might even announce a national day of prayer.<br />
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We never seem to learn from history how ridiculous this actually is! God never turns up to save the day - ever!<br />
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Some people may be spared, and call it a miracle and praise god for being so blessed, and yet countless others may be killed or devastated. There is no rhyme or reason to it. It's completely random. And yet we persist in thanking god for those who do make it through. We feel sorry for those who don't make it and pray for god's mercy and grace for them and their families but fail to recognise how absurd the entire belief really is.<br />
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Those who do allow themselves to question it all work hard to invent doctrines about why god allows such things. But ultimately it always ends up that "his ways are mysterious" or "higher than ours" etc. I was recently watching a thread where this very issue was brought up, and not one of the numerous comments actually addressed the issue. They skirted around it with the whole idea of who are we to question god, as well as the usual platitudes that god works with these things to refine us, to give us wisdom and strength.<br />
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Now there certainly is some truth to the fact that if we come through disasters and hardship it is possible to learn to see the world in a much more philosophical way and develop a deep strength of character etc. It's possible. For many though, it's the opposite, and they find themselves broken and wounded, with deep scars. Either way, god is not involved - it's a response formed by the strength or frailty of our own mental health.<br />
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If you find comfort in your faith, then that's awesome. If it brings you life and makes you a loving, caring, compassionate person, then great. But lets drop the notions that this god is somehow involved in the whole dynamic of disasters - either large catastrophes or small daily disasters.<br />
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What really matter is how we respond in the face of any disaster. If we can find some internal peace and strength, with enough left over to extend compassion to those around us, then we have responded with integrity and love.<br />
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Stop wasting time praying. Stop looking for reasons. Stop blaming society or gays or whatever.<br />
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The strength you need is in you already. If anything, develop mindfulness and meditation skills, because they will bring a genuine peace and stability to our minds and a clarity to react with love and grace.<br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-74647161118505887032017-09-13T16:02:00.000+12:002017-09-13T16:07:29.741+12:00Unity or Uniqueness?<br />
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There are many reasons why we love religion: purpose, meaning, security, community and so on.<br />
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One reason, that I find is overlooked to some degree, is a desire to unite humanity with common beliefs so that we can all get along and live loving, meaningful lives. We think that if we all believe the same way, we will have world peace.<br />
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This is, in itself, an understandable and noble goal. In fact, in a way if we really did have the same religious beliefs it would solve a heck of a lot of problems.<br />
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In the real world though this will never happen, although most Christians believe Jesus will return to rule the world and everyone will become Christians or burn in hell (or something to that effect).<br />
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To embrace this idea however is lazy – really lazy. In fact it’s everything that’s wrong with religion!<br />
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We cannot all believe the same thing no matter how hard we try. There have been, and still are, thousands of groups trying to create communities and organisations that all believe the same theologies and doctrines. Every church’s main focus is to make sure everyone is on the same page, faithfully shaping people’s lives to match their particular denomination’s rules.<br />
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Religion demands (overtly or extremely subtly) that we all become clones. Like it or not that’s the bottom line. Sure, we can have varied lives and roles in our community. As long as our belief system matches everyone else’s we can do whatever we like.<br />
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Solving the world’s problems and creating a better world however, requires hard work – just not the type of work Christians (and all other religions) think.<br />
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It requires that we actively go out of our way to encourage uniqueness.<br />
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You see, even in a tight church group, no one has exactly the same beliefs. They can say they do, but it’s impossible. Every mind is different. The way we all process information and our environment is different. We respond differently to everything, with different emotions. The variations are limitless. And yet we pretend that we are all in unity – until someone expresses the fact that they see something differently. We give them a certain amount of liberty, but if their thoughts run too far off track we have to bring them back into line. We have to help them force that unique thought process back into our particular group’s mould.<br />
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History has shown that this never works – ever! And it never will. It’s like “whack-a-mole”, eventually the moles always win.<br />
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The key to growth is through accepting our uniqueness, and helping each other discover our own unique approach to spirituality. We need to help each other discover how to live with integrity (the “concept of consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations, and outcomes. In ethics, integrity is regarded as the honesty and truthfulness or accuracy of one’s actions.”). It doesn't matter what we believe if we do so with honesty and integrity, and that, most importantly, we display love – for ourselves and others. <br />
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To force uniformity of beliefs is to bring death.<br />
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To encourage freedom of beliefs with personal integrity brings life.<br />
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When I say to Christians (and all religious people) “it’s time to grow up”, I get slammed for being arrogant and patronising. And yet, after thousands of years of religion, it’s clear for those who really want to see, that unity through religion has failed. It’s failed in a way that is horrific. It really is time for all of us to grow up as a species.<br />
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Time to love each other for who we are, not who we think we should be to appease any religious expectations.<br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-31232554232906121322017-09-13T15:54:00.000+12:002017-09-13T15:54:51.481+12:00Suicide<br />
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Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-55094559158877634812017-08-24T11:09:00.000+12:002017-08-24T11:41:46.841+12:00Popper's Paradox<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Free speech,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Tolerance,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Unconditional love...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">How do these things work in reality?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I</span>n 1945 the philosopher Karl Popper proposed the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paradox_of_tolerance" target="_blank">paradox of tolerance</a><span id="goog_1621309994"></span><a href="https://www.blogger.com/"></a><span id="goog_1621309995"></span>.<br />
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In a nutshell he said "if a society is <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toleration">tolerant</a> without limit, their ability to be tolerant will eventually be seized or destroyed by the intolerant", or to paraphrase that: we can only survive by being intolerant about intolerance. <br />
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As we all know, white supremacy and all it's ugly variants are making headlines and empowering those who secretly embrace those views to speak out. There's also the current political mess in Australia over gay marriage, where conservative christians are doing all they can to stop it.<br />
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So where do we draw the line on free speech and religious freedom? <br />
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We have to draw it somewhere, or our society will become victim to it and we will loose those very freedoms!<br />
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The balance is in how we confront them. If we use "violence" (physical, vocal or in any form) we are playing the same game, and when confronted in this way, the intolerant simply dig their heels in and use the opposition to fuel more intolerance.<br />
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Respect for their humanity is key. To recognise that we could be the same if we'd been raised in a different environment is a sobering thought. It's a learned trait, something we aren't just born with. So compassion and empathy is the key to any communication, bypassing the rhetoric and reactionary thought processes and focussing on understanding why people are like this.<br />
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At the risk of being overly simplistic, it comes down to a lack of love. They never experienced the type of unconditional love themselves that breeds self worth and empathy for others. They are broken and angry, but instead of looking within, they are lashing out at the rest of us.<br />
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But they still have to be stopped from spreading this disease, and that's where we have to draw lines. Although love is the only "cure" for these people, we still have to deal with the affects they are having on our society. <br />
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The alt right issue is pretty obvious, but the christian right style of bigotry, especially towards LGBT people is more complex because of the religious freedom problems. And that opens a very large can of worms because it will eventually confront all religions on issues of bigotry and tolerance.<br />
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Perhaps it's time we stop being afraid of challenging people's belief systems?<br />
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We can do this with love and patience without compromising our stand. They believe they are doing the right thing, so we have to talk to their hearts, bypass the religious rhetoric and present compassion and empathy for the broken as our motivation. <br />
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We also have to remember that for most christians it's a case of "the bible says so", and that's a tough nut to crack. But with the same level of compassion we can help them to understand that their views are in error, as have been so many christian opinions over the centuries, that had to be adjusted and morality, ethics and science outgrew the ignorance of ancient culture.<br />
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We must be strong but loving - compassionate but without compromise - draw the lines but help them gently step over them. It's hard work, but if we can step back from our own reactionary thought processes we will be able to exercise the love they need to see in action.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-4249600894593874272017-08-15T23:44:00.000+12:002017-08-15T23:44:05.862+12:00"Real" Christians?I've been getting a bit of backlash lately. Not from the usual quarters, but from concerned friends. They are worried that I'm too angry about Christianity and religion and point out that I'm painting all Christians with the same brush - that I'm offending those who I shouldn't be offending and that really, I should just get on with loving people, not judging, and living my new found life to it's fullest.<br />
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I'm told that I'm still angry at what the church did to me, and that isn't what christianity is about, and I should back off and pursue the love that I preach and leave others to live their own journeys.<br />
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I totally understand this. I really do!! And to be honest, I often contemplate just walking away from all this stuff (even <a href="http://www.silentgays.com/" target="_blank">Silent Gays</a>) and getting on with living a nice life.<br />
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These days, I'm not particularly angry over what has happened to myself (apart from the odd trigger of course), but I am angry over the damage I still see every day from Christianity in all it's forms.<br />
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One of the many issues that needs clarification is "real Christianity".<br />
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My main concern, obviously, is with fundamentalism. But even this is a broad term with many variations and complexities.<br />
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Most of us would assume I mean the bible belt red-neck version, that encompasses biblical literalism and strict dogma built around the Old Testament version of god - the type that believes rational thought has no place and the bible takes precedence over science and psychology etc.<br />
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But there is also the type of traditionalism that is embraced by the broader church, that still has strict dogmas based on things like the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicene_Creed" target="_blank">Nicene Creed</a> and other dogmatic statements of faith that very clearly define what you must believe to be "<a href="https://www.gotquestions.org/Christian-doctrine-salvation.html" target="_blank">saved</a>".<br />
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Then there are the more liberal doctrines that allow for far more <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gnosticism" target="_blank">gnostic </a>and <a href="https://www.collinsdictionary.com/dictionary/english/esoteric" target="_blank">esoteric </a>interpretations, right through to those who just follow the example of Jesus as practically as they can and don't even concern themselves with all the other stuff.<br />
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So the waters become very muddied when we all respond with our various paradigms based on our experiences, our upbringing, culture etc. Everyone thinks they understand "real" Christianity - that their beliefs are right/best/loving/biblical/just/compassionate or whatever.<br />
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Because of all this, we are faced with "what is real Christianity?". So when I dissect and expose so many doctrines and expression of belief, am I calling any particular belief system that is loosely based on Jesus into question? Or all of them?<br />
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Can you see the problem here? Where do we draw the line between what is "true Christian doctrine" and what isn't? I realise that everyone will immediately try to justify their biblical interpretations and the traditions of the church and 2000 years of church history etc., but the fact remains that the bible, and Christian doctrines are a mess of ambiguity and contradiction. And the crunch really comes down to when is a Christian not a Christian and, even more important, what are the "fruits" of those beliefs that define your own brand of Christianity.<br />
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My "mission" then, is to help bring some clarity to <b>what </b>we believe and <b>why </b>we believe it. The sooner we all realise that every form of religion is totally subjective, with no empirical evidence for any of it, the sooner we can get on with really making this world a better place - of discovering what real love is and actually living it.<br />
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You can believe in anything you want, but do so in the knowledge that you are simply adopting something that just feels good to you and empowers you (hopefully) to bring love, compassion and peace to this world.<br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-31280289521473766902017-06-14T13:14:00.000+12:002017-06-14T13:16:08.330+12:00God (or doctrine) "allows" evilI saw this article and simply had to respond, mainly because it's indicative of a deeper issue than the one being addressed. Just have a quick read before continuing...<br />
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Why do we wrestle with this problem so much? The article puts forward a pretty good theological explanation that may or may not be strictly "biblical", but it puts a nice soft band-aid on it so we don't notice the problem so much.<br />
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When we are confronted with the never ending contradictions in the bible and god's character we have to sort it out somehow. This is the purpose of creating theologies and doctrines. Without them we are left to make whatever we can of the collection of disparate writings of the bible (the canon of documents created by the Roman church around 350 years after the fact).<br />
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Doctrines are nothing more than man made ideas about how to make it all work.<br />
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So this article looks at one of the most asked questions mankind has ever put forward, and because a christian is asking the question they have to look at scripture for an answer. This is where the doctrine machine kicks in. The author has worked hard to reconcile things and takes into account a lot of newer doctrines that have been created recently as people start thinking a little more rationally and logically, daring to question taboo issues.<br />
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But as I said, this particular article isn't the main point.<br />
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We just keep making up more doctrines to keep this faith alive. We have to! As we realise that something we thought was reasonable a while back is actually nonsensical and possibly downright evil, we have to look at the bible again and create different ways of reading and interpreting it so that we can breath a sigh of relief and carry on again - with a new revelation. And that new revelation builds a whole new set of "movements", all just as judgemental as the last, all claiming to have THE truth (or the latest version specially revealed to them).<br />
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The simple reality...<br />
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We don't need the bible, or Jesus (sure, there's good stuff there if you can extract it from the crap). We don't need to be "saved". We don't need the latest revelation.<br />
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We are enough - as we are. Everything we need is already in us. WE are the source of love. Our inherent sense of empathy, compassion and morality is greater than the god we have created. Time to ditch the book, the doctrines and challenge the paradigms of religious thought.<br />
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Live loved 💖Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-2394773358731175842017-06-07T09:34:00.000+12:002017-06-07T09:44:42.283+12:00Good, Evil, Sin, Love<div>
<b><i><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">This is perhaps one of the most important issues we have to face. It's insidious and rules over every part of our lives. In fact it's the basis of the "human condition" irrespective of religion.</span></i></b></div>
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<b><i><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">(It's a long one so hang in there!)</span></i></b><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I became a passionate Christian at 15. </span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I was gay, struggling to understand what was wrong with me.</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I grabbed the bible and read it nonstop, cover to cover. I absorbed it,
and the prayer books, and started listening to the sermons. I loved talking
about it and how amazing God was, and assumed everyone else in my church youth
group had the same understanding as me!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Inevitably
I discovered that it was wrong to be a christian and be homosexual. The bible
said so and that was that. So I prayed and prayed for it to “go away”. I
started to look for more radical “cures” and went to a “deliverance” ministry
to get the demons cast out. I persisted for a few weeks and went along with the
whole thing, but nothing actually changed, strangely enough!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I
then had some prayer counselling which supposedly got to the deeper spiritual
and psychological causes, but just made me feel like a failure. So I ended up
marrying this really lovely girl, who was a great friend, thinking that would
fix everything, and we’d have a family and live happily ever after. Not a
happening thing. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I
then drifted into Pentecostalism to find a deeper more powerful spirituality
that would enable me to overcome my evil desires. I became a worship leader,
home group leader and dived into the whole lifestyle boots and all, even street
witnessing in Kings Cross.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I decided to get married again! Really stupid, I know, but I was
convinced it would work this time and my dream of a happy family would come
true. </span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">She’d had lesbian relationships so we knew basically what we were up
against, but of course we had no idea of just how hard it would be. We had lots
of counselling, all sorts of whacky Christian ministries, and finally got
involved with Living Waters reparative therapy group in Australia and then over here
in New Zealand. We were involved with them off and on for about 15 years, as
worship leaders, participants and leaders.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Never
once did we admit that it wasn't working. Sure there was some good insights
gleaned from the teachings and they were beautiful, sincere and loving people,
but I never became one tiny bit straight.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Eventually
my wife became sick with cancer in 2009. I nursed her for nearly 2 years before
she died after which I had something of a meltdown. Our son had to watch his
mum die as we kept hanging out for miraculous healing. We read all the books, heard
countless preachers on every aspect of healing imaginable. Went to conferences
with the best international healing ministries and lost count of the number of
people who prayed and prophesied over her. It was horrific on so many levels,
and it wasn't until after she died I could even attempt to process any of it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I
had to come to terms with the fact that I’d lived my entire adult life with
depression and suicidality, struggling with the cognitive dissonance of being
gay in a belief system that said I couldn't be gay.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">My
core spirituality was based on my experience as a 15 year old, and I’d spent
the rest of my life thinking that fundamentalist Pentecostalism (in one form or
another) was the only genuine expression of that experience.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">So
I then spent 12 months unravelling my faith, and coming to terms with my
sexuality. I began to take small steps to embrace my real identity and slowly
become very active in the LGBT community as a spiritual voice for those
silently suffering in churches and religion.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><b>So
now how does that all relate to my topic on the knowledge of good, evil, sin and love”? I'm glad you asked.</b><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Part
of the unravelling process required me to take a radical look at the bible. I
started to look at the original languages, the cultures, social norms,
historical context etc, as best I could without my Christian paradigm. I saw of
course, that all the scriptures about sexuality were completely misinterpreted
(that’s a huge discussion in itself!). If only I’d known that from day one…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">But
it didn’t stop there and wasn’t long before I began to see all the flaws in my
belief system. It became clear (to me at least) that humans have an insatiable
assumption that we need holy texts – irrefutable words of wisdom that define
our meaning in relation to God and the universe. Writings that set out moral and
ethical codes, rules and rituals, that are necessary for humanity to survive. But
the biggest problem is that we also assume humans are essentially flawed and
need saving from our inherent brokenness. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">This
is quite understandable as we all wrestle with the horrors we inflict on each
other on a daily basis – even down to our own petty squabbles. It seems as if
we really are inherently evil.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">(This
is a huge subject of course and countless books have been written about it
already)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Most
religions (especially christianity) are complex systems built on those
assumptions. However, what if we are actually perfect, exactly as we should be,
but all that is missing is our realisation of it? This is a concept that has
always been around in some form but rarely embraced because of the apparent
contradictions in what we experience. After all, despite our best efforts we
all take offence and argue and fight, blaming each other for all our problems.
It’s not a good look, so we have invented religious systems that build on this
paradigm to create a way of hope for a better life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Now, every single person knows what love is. It’s inherent in our nature as humans.
We may not understand it fully or even experienced it in any meaningful way,
but the deep longing for unconditional love is absolutely universal. In fact,
it’s the only aspect of spirituality that truly is universal.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Deep
down, we all know that the only thing that brings real change towards life and wholeness,
is love.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><b>So
here’s my point (finally!)</b></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">The bible myth about the "tree of the knowledge
of good and evil" that Adam and Eve ate from, expresses the basis of the
problem - we keep choosing to look at everything in terms of right and wrong
instead of love. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">The
story says that the only thing that would cause them to die was embracing the
desire to know good from evil! Even Paul in the New Testament, hinted at it
often with statements like "everything is permissible but not everything
is beneficial". We keep thinking that the most important thing we can do
is determine right from wrong – sin from righteousness. We think that justice
is only defined in terms of good and bad, so we spend most of our time making
judgements. We are obsessed with having the knowledge of good and evil. Our
entire civilisation is built on this! We want clear cut lines that say “this is
right but that is wrong”. Our legal system is nothing more than countless lines
drawn to define if something is good or bad.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">But
if we look to the story of Jesus, we see something very subtle and easily
overlooked in his words to the disciples after the “last supper” dialogue. He
simply said, in possibly his most powerful words, “I'm giving you a NEW command
– love each other the same way I love you”.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Up
to that point he’d supported the principles of the law and 10 commandments, and
had reduced them down to two – love God and love each other. But what he did
here is ditch the “thou shalt” mentality entirely and institute something new.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Love
each other just like I love you. He turned it completely around. The onus was
no longer on us to “love God” first and foremost. He took that out of the whole
equation. The disciples had seen the depth of his love for humanity, and that’s
exactly what he put to them. Love humanity, just like I do.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Stunningly
simple, and bypasses all concepts of laws and rules. Up to that point he’d been
pointing out that living by the law was completely unattainable, and he constantly
upped the ante with things like “you know you shouldn't have it off with
another woman, but I'm telling you - if you even look sideways at a woman you
may as well have had sex with her”. He did this heaps and upset a lot of
people! But then he turned it all around with that one final “new” command. It
was a command for unconditional love. </span></div>
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lets look at this a little closer. The people we all most admire and respect as
examples of life and faith, are those who live from that place of unconditional
love. They don't judge, they simply love. Like Mother Teresa, the Dali Lama –
those types we admire for their sacrificial and genuine love. They don’t preach
doctrines and rules, morals and ethics – they just love unconditionally and
completely.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Here’s
the crunch though. We don't need any holy writings for this. Its already who we
are. As little children we don’t judge, we simply “are” and enjoy life based on
the level of love we receive. Sure, there are heaps of ancient and modern
writings that are incredibly profound and have so much to offer. But I'm
talking about revering these writings, and their authors, to the point of “god’s
infallible words”, “anointed”, “holy” etc. It’s called bibliolatry (the worship
of the writings themselves instead if the deeper message), and most religions
are guilty of it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">When
Jesus said to be like children, he wasn't talking about obeying your parents or
being submissive - he was talking about a simplicity of life and faith – a
returning to that wonderful reliance on love and love alone and the joy and
peace it brings to ourselves and everyone around us.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Christianity
in particular calls us to "repent" - a word that is loaded with
guilt, shame, penance and punishment. But the original word in context with the
Greek language and culture literally means to just change your mind. That's
it!! Just change our minds about who we are. Look at a baby! It has no concept
of right or wrong, good or evil. It’s just a little love receptor, a love
sponge, which gives as much as it receives. So we “repent” of our craving for
the “knowledge of good and evil” and return to that state of innocence. A love
sponge!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">This
has to be practical as well, and sure enough, we will still act in unloving
ways as we gradually learn our true identity, but all we have to do is be
responsible for any mess we make. That's all there is to it! That may be
difficult and may require extreme measures to amend for those actions. But the
point is, there is no sense of punishment for wrong doing, or reward for doing
good. It’s a simple matter of being responsible for all we are and do from a
place of love.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Its
living loved. Everything else is a distraction and a returning to that tree.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">We
think we need endless books and sacred writings of wisdom that talk of how and
what to do to be good people - but we already are good people - we have just
been convinced that we aren't by choosing to judge what’s right and wrong instead
of living loved.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">We
will keep hurting each other, misunderstanding and fighting, but as we begin to
see what love looks like and embrace it for ourselves, we’ll change. The whole
point of love is in embracing imperfection!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">How
does this look in daily life? Every decision we make should begin with the
premise that “I am loved – I am inhabited by love – I am love incarnate”. Will
this decision, this action, thought or word come from love and bring love? What
will be its fruit? It may be a very hard decision, but if it’s done with
integrity and honesty, then we can ask no more. Because love covers “sin”, and
we all know that sin is simply “missing the mark”. Yes, it’s another one of
those loaded words that religion has escalated to the ultimate judgement. But
again, the original languages and context reveal it to be a simple “missing the
mark” like an arrow missing the target.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">So
after all this – what is love? Most of the western world knows 1 Cor 13 and it
could be said to be the universal standard that depicts pure unconditional
love.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">“This love of which I speak is slow
to lose patience—it looks for a way of being constructive. It is not
possessive: it is neither anxious to impress nor does it cherish inflated ideas
of its own importance. Love has good manners and does not pursue selfish
advantage. It is not touchy. It does not keep account of evil or gloat over the
wickedness of other people. On the contrary, it is glad with all good men when
truth prevails. Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no
fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. It is, in fact, the one thing that
still stands when all else has fallen.”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Of
all holy writings, this is probably the one that hits the depth of every soul.
Even if we have never experienced this kind of love, we all crave it. The lack
of it is the cause of all our woes, from war to mental illness. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">To
“live loved” requires us to abandon the desire for the knowledge of good and
evil, and extend the same level of compassion and empathy we desire for
ourselves. Then we will begin to see God in us and everyone one else. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Its
a massive paradigm shift, but millions over the centuries (throughout all
history I guess) have discovered that this really is the narrow road – it’s the
real “gospel” (good news), and the only thing that brings real freedom and the
"fruit of the spirit". It’s taking responsibility for who we really
are.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><b>THIS is what changed my life - from internal and external judgement to unconditional love.</b></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="line-height: 107%;"><b><i><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">Live
loved!!</span></i></b><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-26132514622197855962017-05-25T09:25:00.000+12:002017-05-25T09:25:53.225+12:00The Fatal FlawThere are many reason I grew out of Christianity. Perhaps the most significant one is this.<br />
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Christianity claims to have the one truth that is for all humanity for all time. This is based on it's scriptures, core doctrines and theology. It's essential to understanding the work of Christ and to reject it directly challenges the premise that Christ died for all humanity's sins and that the Judeo/Christian god is indeed the one true god of all the universe.<br />
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I believed this most of my life and any inklings of doubt were quickly quelled by reminding myself that "who am I to question god's plans", and "his ways are higher than ours" etc.<br />
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But ultimately the problem is insurmountable. If this gospel is for every person who ever existed and ever will exist, and is the most important information in the entire universe that determines not only our well-being in the present but also our eternal destiny, then god has failed to achieve this on a scale that is tragic beyond belief.<br />
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We are told that it's our responsibility to spread the gospel to all the world.<br />
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Can we take seriously the idea that god would put this life and death matter into the hands of the humans he apparently created in the complete foreknowledge that they would fail to do so - and fail on a grand scale!<br />
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Did he forget about the billions of people before Jesus? Or did he treat them all with the same disdain he had for those he drowned in the flood?<br />
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Did he realise that billions of people in all the countries and nations outside of the middle east throughout all history would never hear this message, let alone understand it's implications?<br />
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Did he realise that still, countless billions, through no fault of their own have no idea of this one true god and the way to be saved from our sin and his wrath? Or that billions never will?<br />
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"But God's ways are higher than ours!!" Yeah right. I'm not seeing it, despite years of genuine attempts to figure out how this works.<br />
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This is the fatal flaw in the whole system. God has failed to deliver the goods. Most of humanity is lost, and possibly in ways that are too horrific to contemplate.<br />
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I have not had one single descent response to this - ever. Not even the best theologians I've read have addressed this issue in a rational way. They all end up with "his ways are higher..." etc.<br />
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The reality is this - whether we like it or not. Christianity is one particular religion that arose from one particular tribe in one particular region. It had no concept of the world as we now know it. It created a god that fitted their small, primitive world view. It worked for them in that context (although I would even question that). It never was and never will be the one truth that sets all humanity free. But to let go of this delusion is to let go of the basic tenets of the belief system, and that will cause a complete crisis of faith - something that most are terrified to allow.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-30496739176308715272017-05-15T15:04:00.000+12:002017-05-15T15:04:19.663+12:00My LegacyMany people think that I'm "out and proud", and that my days of living in hidden trauma, depression and self loathing are long gone. <div>
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I guess I do give that impression because I'm a passionate advocate for helping people untangle the mess of religion that causes untold damage to millions (and not just LGBT people). I speak about how amazing life is now that I'm free from the bondage and abuse from that belief system.</div>
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But there's a legacy (a very large legacy) that I live with - that most who have been through this sort of stuff live with.</div>
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On one level I've never felt more at peace to be free from religion and dogma. I understand love in ways I never thought possible. Life is infinitely better!</div>
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But I lived a nightmare for most of my 60 years. I lived a life of shame and guilt - of being a failure, a "freak", faulty, rejected and deeply tormented for being something I couldn't change, which culminated in a meltdown after my wife died.</div>
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I struggle every day. It took me 2 years to write It's Life Jim... not only because of the time it took to untangle so much of the mess, but also because my mind doesn't operate in linear coherent ways any more (not that it was ever that good at it anyway). Some days I get up with the best of intentions and clarity only to find it turns to vapour the moment I start to be "productive". I practice mindfulness and go for long walks. I take time as best I can, to slow down. I like my wine and beer, and the odd bit of wacky weed to help slow down the endless barrage of chatter in my head.</div>
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I struggle with how most of my life was a complete waste, never finding peace or integrity, self worth and living a complete lie, damaging those closest to me, as well as myself. Sure, there's all the platitudes about my life's journey and nothing is a waste etc... I get that, really I do. But that doesn't help the deep scars left by the endless years of crap.</div>
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Daily, "normal" life is not something I do well. I'm one of the walking wounded, with a pronounced limp that I'm slowly realising may never go away. And yet, the paradox is I'm happier than I've ever been. A deep happiness and peace - so much better than my previous life.</div>
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One thing I can give, without hesitation, is my integrity and honesty about who I am, what I've done and where I'm at. I can only "share my journey" (cliche alert) with as much honesty as I'm capable of mustering, because that is the only thing any of us can do in the end. Sure I "preach" about the things that have set me free, and I'm passionate about everyone growing into real life and love without fear or dogma. But I'm just me, still discovering my own biases, how my paradigm works, how I affect others, how much I really live what I preach.</div>
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My favourite tag line is "Live loved". I'm still learning how powerful and profound those simple words are. Some days are better than others, but it's always a step forward.</div>
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The legacy of christianity, for me, is deep. I've seen the utter failing of it's core doctrines. I'm not as bitter as I used to be, and have always recognised that many beautiful, loving people have found a belief system that works for them. They are the ones who have shaped their beliefs around their own inherent beauty, rather than the reality of the belief system itself, but that's a whole other story, lol.</div>
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So I guess I'm saying that if I (or anyone) give the impression that I'm suddenly free and perfect after a lifetime of abuse, then sorry, it doesn't work like that.</div>
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Now, where's that beer?...</div>
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Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-64746002644685886702017-05-04T12:15:00.000+12:002017-05-04T17:03:55.196+12:00Pedophile priest forgiven by church...<i>(Update: this is probably a fake news story, but it doesn't change the issues I'm addressing)</i><br />
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This is not uncommon, as we are all too aware!<br />
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Any sane Christian will immediately say that this is not God's will, that it's evil and so on - and rightly so. <br />
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I'm not commenting about the subject matter itself though. I'm addressing the whole problem with God allowing this horrific stuff to blacken his name.<br />
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Countless atrocities over the centuries, big and small, have been committed by the church. They paint the church as a dark place indeed, despite the glimmers of loving genuine people of the faith.<br />
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But here's the problem...<br />
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We worry about the tainted image of God and proclaim "but we aren't all like that", and of course that's true. But millions of people don't know that! They have never seen the "good" side. They are ignorant of all you who understand that love is the main thing, so they quite genuinely assume that Christianity is a heap of crap.<br />
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God does nothing to stop this.<br />
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NOTHING.<br />
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He is silent. Yes, you may say, it's up to us to put the record straight and show people how good this god really is, but that never stops this sort of thing. As desperately as we may try to paint a good picture more crap is smeared over the whole thing.<br />
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There are lots of trite answers about why god allows this - answers that try to find some sense, but all fail miserably in the light of simple truth and logic. They all end up with the same lame answer - "because god".<br />
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People are bitter, angry, horrified, over the hypocrisy of the church. They are the laughing stock. And god is still silent, and not one Christian has a decent response. It's just, you know, because god!<br />
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You don't need a religion to be a loving, moral person. We are ALL capable of being better than this god. And better yet, WE then become responsible members of humanity as we work together to confront this type of evil. We don't have to try and justify it all through complex twisted doctrines and theologies. We no longer have a scapegoat.<br />
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WE become responsible for love on this planet.<br />
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WE are love.<br />
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You can believe in a god of some sort if you like, but if you place doctrines and theology above the love of humanity in any way, you have missed the plot.<br />
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It's time for humanity to mature, grow up, out of religion and accept our rightful place and responsibilities.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-43862725525866842012017-04-16T10:44:00.000+12:002017-04-16T10:44:38.459+12:00Happy Easter!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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You didn't really expect a traditional Easter greeting from me did you?<br />
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Many of you are used to my "attacks" on Christianity, and I often post stuff explaining my reasons, but my "audience" has slowly shifted, friends have come and gone (although I still manage to keep quite a few traditional christians in my friends list).<br />
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So why do I keep digging away at the christian faith?<br />
Why can't I just get on with life and leave people to believe whatever they want?<br />
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Glad you asked!!<br />
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Basically, everyone is free to believe whatever they want. Why shouldn't we? Our personal beliefs are our business. Of course, the one defining condition is how do those beliefs affect others, and how do they <b>really</b> affect us?<br />
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There are countless types of religious and spiritual belief systems, Christianity being one of the major players. But even the major ones have endless official and unofficial variations, often at complete loggerheads with each other - to the point of hatred, war and even genocide.<br />
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What does this tell us?<br />
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People spend their entire lives justifying their beliefs in an effort to claim they have the truth. There are a lot of psychological reasons why this happens, but whatever the reasons, humans love to be right about whatever they believe. We love to feel special and better than others.<br />
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All this clearly tells us that there is no "one truth" - no one true religion. No one is "right".<br />
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When we have the guts to step back from our beliefs and see how all religions and beliefs are nothing more than subjective opinions we can see them for what they are - the damage they can do - the good they can do - and how irrelevant they are in the end.<br />
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I will continue to dismantle traditional Christianity. Not because I have an axe to grind, but because the only way forward for humanity is to grow out of our need for this type of religion, to grow up as it were, into being creatures responsible for each other and our own lives. Religions by their very nature, create division, separate humanity into "us and them".<br />
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I'm not attacking people, just challenging what they believe and why, with the hope that we can all move past the need for this type of religion and grow into understanding reality, love and life together.<br />
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Happy Easter!!Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-51295902497817896282017-04-06T11:01:00.000+12:002017-04-06T11:03:20.386+12:00The Psychological LegacyIf you've read my book "It's Life Jim..." you'll be familiar with how my mental state was affected by my life of battling sexuality with religion and the constant fight with depression and suicide ideation.<br />
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When my wife died it all came to a head and I had a "meltdown" or whatever you want to call it. The symptoms were a relentless combination of heavy depression (like walking around covered in a wet dark blanket, unable to think beyond the pain and confusion that keeps pounding your head), Intense anxiety attacks (that created a physical gnawing in the gut, confusion, a strange disassociation from my environment and a feeling that I was about to burst into tears), and an escalation of ADHD symptoms (lack of focus, restlessness, confusion, thought's racing etc). The suicide ideation thankfully went!<br />
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This lead to counselling and medication and living on the benefit. There was no way I could hold down a job! <br />
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Nearly six years later I'm doing pretty good, but there's the legacy that I just have to live with despite my best efforts. All of these symptoms are still around. Yes, I get days where the depression hits (although nothing like it was) and I still get anxiety attacks, and the ADHD symptoms are the bane of my life. <br />
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I've learnt the triggers (mostly) and how to handle it all. I can sense better when I might take a nosedive, and I know how to "roll" with it and not be fearful. <br />
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But it's still there. This is the legacy of a life ruled by religious control, cognitive dissonance, self loathing and emotional abuse. Will it ever go away? I'd like to think so, but I'm not holding my breath.<br />
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It's like this for countless others. We are presumed to be over it and "all better now". Sure, we've moved on and even enjoy life in ways we never dreamed of. My life is fantastic and fulfilling. But the legacy quietly lives on, reminding us daily.<br />
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Be gentle with yourself.<br />
Learn your weaknesses and accept them.<br />
Roll with them, don't fight them.<br />
Find the best way through it - socialise or retreat - talk to people or hide in your cave... there's no right or wrong, just whatever enables you to move through it safely.<br />
Get help if needed, any time, don't be a martyr.<br />
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Life is good, no matter what the past has done to us. Life is rich and full of wonder and love.<br />
Live it!!<br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-33123723999290609702017-03-14T04:35:00.000+13:002017-03-14T11:02:29.623+13:00The Windowless World of ReligionI see christians (and other religious followers) argueing over doctrines and the fine points of theology...<br />
I see all the countless hours of study into hermeneutics, exegesis, eschatology, etc...<br />
I see the endless debates of literalism, fundamentalism, liberalism, universalism, preterism and all the other isms...<br />
I see the authority structures built around this, the biblical roles and ministries...<br />
The endless stream of books, articles, blogs, opinions, sermons, videos...<br />
Centuries of bloody conflict - physical and psychological - abuse at every level...<br />
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The christian religion (as with all others) is a juggernaut that lives and moves under it's own momentum. It has created it's own world, governed by it's own god and it's own special scriptures. It has it's own world view and unique paradigms, all maintaining the relentless motion of this vast behemoth.<br />
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But it is, none the less, just one entity. It exists within millennia of other religious paradigms - other beliefs that take on a life of their own.<br />
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There are greater forces that unite us more than ANY religion, or spiritual practices. The way forward as a species is to be willing to mature beyond the needs that these beliefs meet - to let go of the insecurity and fear and embrace what is right in front of us. We already know what to do, how to live, how to love. We already ARE enough, and don't need the things that religions offer.<br />
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It's time to step out of the windowless dark buildings of religion, no matter how good they seem from the inside.<br />
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Love IS, embrace it, live it.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-19020828898921823632017-02-05T10:31:00.000+13:002017-05-26T14:17:03.216+12:00Religion, Spirituality and enlightenment<br />
The never ending need to experience and understand something bigger than ourselves, something beyond our flesh and blood lives is an obsessive human endeavor.<br />
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As a result, there are countless disciplines, religious movements, cults, you name it, that have come and gone since man first became self aware.<br />
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Each venture into the non-physical world through millennia of questioning and exploring reveals aspects of our makeup and our needs. We see primitive religions creating external deities to provide answers. We see mystical disciplines that look inwards and endless variations and combinations of the two.<br />
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The road to "enlightenment" (whether it be with an external deity or internal exploration) is complicated and twisted, winding in and around our incredibly complex nature.<br />
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Every form of spiritual endeavor has disciplines, theologies, doctrines and sacrifices that each one embraces to achieve it's goal. But without exception every "road" requires a devotion to it's beliefs and practices, study in it's principles and applications, teachers and disciples, structure and leadership.<br />
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What if all of this could be simplified?<br />
In fact what if the utter simplicity of it all has always been staring us in the face?<br />
Perhaps we like the idea of achieving some unique skill that elevates us above the mundane and the ignorant and the "glory" that goes with it (ego perhaps). <br />
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But the true value of any spiritual path has to be in its universality - it must be simple, doable, and desirable for every single human without the need for years of intense study and discipline.<br />
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I look at christianity and it fails in this regard from the ground up. In fact all religions fail in this regard as they claim exclusive truth, demanding adherence to their doctrines to achieve "enlightenment" or "salvation" etc.<br />
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I look at Buddhism and all it's variations, and all the eastern mystical beliefs, and although they are based on more realistic premises than theistic beliefs (such as christianity) they still require years of discipline and devotion to reach their goal.<br />
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What if there is a simple universal truth that every human can embrace right now?<br />
What if we can adopt it and simply grow with it ourselves, using what's already in our heart?<br />
What if the only thing required of us to walk this road is honesty and integrity?<br />
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What if this thing is nothing more or less than love?<br />
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Ponder this and it's implications. Examine your own ideas and assumptions about the nature of "love". Look inside and ask if yourself if you've ever experienced unconditional love. Perhaps even ponder what unconditional love looks like!<br />
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More to come.... Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-15733288969602389322017-01-29T02:04:00.000+13:002017-01-31T22:44:33.431+13:00Observe. Listen. Communicate.<br />
There's a huge difference between seeing and observing, hearing and listening.<br />
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In some ways its obvious, when we consider our daily lives - things wizz past our eyes and ears and we simply can't stop to take in and evaluate everything, and we can eventually become numb with sensory overload, affecting our ability to observe and listen to the most basic (and often important) things, and our ability to successfully communicate.<br />
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It takes a conscious effort - a shift in our focus - to observe and listen <b>without judging or reacting</b>.<br />
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As we move through our day, we begin to look up/out from our inner chatter. I even find the physical exercise of straightening up and making myself look around with the intention of shifting focus makes a difference.<br />
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When we bring this into communication, we don't just see and hear someone, we observe and listen to them <b>without judging</b>. This is the essence of communication.<br />
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It's all about shifting our focus from the never ending inner rambling of the mind and taking in the bigger reality around us, extending into our focussed interactions. When we communicate with someone we shift from trying to talk to them, to hearing them without judgement.<br />
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So much of our communication is reactionary, rather than responsive - meaning that we have only heard and seen things in a way that triggers a reaction in us, rather than listened and observed with empathy and the goal of understanding, leading to a response that empowers, challenges and respects the value of the other.<br />
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It takes effort though, and often we are so caught up in our own reactions that we aren't even aware of what we are doing - or not doing. I often get into trouble, especially online, when I don't make the effort. And I see it so often in others, when try as I may to communicate clearly, they are too busy reacting from their inner dialogue and eagerness to judge and justify.<br />
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Lets all try to listen. Ask questions, draw out the real issues. Bypass the rhetoric and clichés. Challenge biases and paradigms, but most of all, hear each others hearts.<br />
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<i><b>And here's the BIG one: don't be afraid of being wrong!</b></i>Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-85541998888571788882016-12-04T13:43:00.000+13:002016-12-04T13:43:37.529+13:00Respecting "the journey"I treat this blog as a place to publicly process my ideas as I keep growing and moving through the maze of life {insert other appropriate clichés here}.<br />
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Because of this, I get labelled and boxed with monotonous regularity, and in some ways that's fair enough. We can't be expected to read between the lines or know the entire background and "paradigm" behind everyone's journey.<br />
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The thing is, although I present stuff that undermines religion and especially Christianity on a regular basis, I fully realise that this is MY journey.<br />
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I challenge and provoke, question the status quo, present new or alternative ideas, use critical thinking and rational thought (to the best of my ability) in my quest to understand the greater mysteries of life.<br />
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But I also realise that its taken me many years to get to this point, and I simply can't expect anyone else to suddenly accept that my ideas should be theirs.<br />
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There have been many people I've encountered over the years who presented ideas that were way beyond my paradigms, and I thought they were deceived, deluded and lost souls. But their words were seeds that took root until, when the conditions were right, started to shoot.<br />
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In hindsight, I'm incredibly grateful for those challenges, and often confrontations - they helped prise open the door of dogma.<br />
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I often feel I cross the line when challenging people and presenting highly provocative stuff. But when I think about the unique and subjective journeys that we are all on, I know that even if someone is offended now (and it's never my heart to offend), I've hopefully planted a seed that will start to grow some day.<br />
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I really do respect everyone's unique road through life. I have to! I had to grow at my own pace, absorb new stuff only as I was capable, be open to new ideas only as I saw the failing of old ones.<br />
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I guess I'm really trying to say that we have to respect the unique journey each of us is on, and yet not be afraid to lovingly confront and challenge with the goal of bringing truth and love to humanity, that we will continue to mature as a species and one day come to true unity in love.Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-75570079594005841692016-11-02T11:04:00.000+13:002016-11-02T11:04:31.525+13:00Let's Talk About Anal SexI talk to a lot of people about being gay, especially christians. Once you cut through all the religious doctrinal rubbish you usually end up with <b>"the yuck factor"</b>.<br />
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This is the dreaded <b><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anal_sex" target="_blank">anal sex</a> -</b> yes, in the end this is what it comes down to far too many people. There's even a new group that call themselves "<a href="http://www.g0ys.org/" target="_blank">g0ys</a>", (who despite some good intentions suffer from ignorance of the full nature of sexuality and gender, and engage in active bigotry towards LGBT people) and are pro homosexuality but anti anal sex as well as anything that suggests the slightest hint of breaking out of gender stereotyping. <br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">But what IS the deal here? </span>The most recent U.S. data from a national representative sample comes from the 2002 <a data-component="link" data-ordinal="4" data-source="inlineLink" data-type="internalLink" href="http://sexuality.about.com/od/glossary/a/National-Survey-Of-Family-Growth.htm">National Survey of Family Growth</a>
(NSFG), which was conducted on over 12,000 men and women aged 15 to 44.
Results show that 34 percent of men and 30 percent of women reported
engaging in anal sex at least once <a href="http://sexuality.about.com/od/sexinformation/a/anal_sex_stats.htm" target="_blank">*</a>. This is certainly an eyebrow raiser because we aren't talking about gay people here!<br />
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Other stats say around 90% of gay men practice it, some less, but generally at least 80%. Other stats on straight women say about 11 to 15% regularly practice anal sex. Whatever the figures, it's not just a small minority.<br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">Is it safe? Is it yuckie? Is it pleasurable? Why do we even care?</span><br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">As with ANY form of sexual contact it has it's risks. There are links to anal cancer etc, but what most people don't realise is that the research assumes that all gay guys engage in rough, unprotected sex every night of the week with a different partner - something that far too many accept as a stereotype. The truth is that it's as safe as you make it. If you clean yourself first, all good. Clean up after, all good - basic stuff really.</span><br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">Yuckie? I can see why people think that because that's the hole where the crap comes out. Of course the semen comes out of the whole where the urine comes out, but we don't think about that. Again, it's all a matter of what we've been conditioned to thin rather than any reality.</span><br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">Pleasurable? Most guys find it great, not all, but most. This is because it directly stimulates the prostate gland. It gets a nice stimulating massage during the whole process and it can be pretty good. Some guys don't like it and that's fine. No one is forcing anyone else to like it (well, they shouldn't). Many women like it as well. It's just one of those sexual experiences that you either like or don't.</span><br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">Do we even care? This is the crunch! Why the hell do we care what other people do in their bedrooms? How does it affect YOU? If your gay neighbours are having anal sex, exactly how does that affect your life? If you are spouting religious reasons, really, what do we care what your interpretations of some ancient tribal writings say? I know it's very important to many people, but if that's your views, then you are actively involved in killing people. Religious views are the primary cause of mental illness that directly causes chronic depression and suicide - at alarming rates.</span><br />
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<span id="goog_339581562">So if your opinions come down to gay people having anal sex, perhaps you should give it a go yourself!</span>Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-75269601798882574102016-10-12T09:31:00.000+13:002016-10-12T09:43:05.635+13:00Is Love a Discipline? - Pt 3So, is love a discipline or isn't it?<br />
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So far I've proposed that it isn't (<a href="http://jmarjoram.blogspot.co.nz/2016/10/is-love-discipline.html" target="_blank">Part 1</a>, <a href="http://jmarjoram.blogspot.co.nz/2016/10/is-love-discipline-pt-2.html" target="_blank">Part 2</a>) . However there are aspects of our self worth that create the free flow of love that do require discipline. <br />
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Loving ourselves doesn't come from doing nothing, we have to work at it. But that work isn't striving and beating ourselves up. It's a gentle, honest and determined work. It's a work that requires us to be painfully honest with ourselves on one hand, and incredibly gentle on the other.<br />
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We must stop and look closely at how we feel about ourselves - question our actions and reactions - our habits - the things we say to ourselves - what we think when we look in the mirror and so on. We must look at what has hurt us, abused us, broken us, to create these reactions and self image. It can be really painful indeed, especially where abuse is involved. <br />
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Then we "let go" and simply accept those things as who we are with no judgement. Yep, as ridiculous as it sounds, after being honest and recognising our lack of love, we simply accept it and stop struggling. When we have suffered abuse and trauma, this can be very scary and "triggering", but that's ok. We are allowed to feel the emotions of these things, but with the intention of "letting go", in the sense that we become the observer, rather than the participant. This requires the discipline of non-judgement, a gentle and respectful process, and often needs the help of trusted friends or compassionate counsellors.<br />
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Only then can we begin the important task of "re-programming" our minds, requiring the next step in discipline. We've spent years soaking up all the crap that creates a bad self image and allowed ourselves to be brainwashed by it all, so we have to reverse that process, and that takes some determination.<br />
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We all know that pretentious stuff about positive self talk, well guess what, it works! BUT, it only works when we have been honest and done all the ground work I've mentioned. The two sides go hand in hand - non-judgemental observation and acceptance of our past and the paradigm that has created, and the re-programming of our minds to the truth of our worth.<br />
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Positive self talk isn't some fluffy bullshit. It can be painful, and seem like you are going against everything your mind and even your body is telling you. But remember, you are actually reversing the brainwashing of a lifetime of pain and lies, so it WILL go against all you feel.<br />
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The basic idea is telling yourself all the time and in every way we can think of, that we are perfect, beautiful, awesome, loved, accepted, needed etc. We take the time to think of all the things we'd like to be and actually declare that we ARE those things. We look in the mirror and say (no matter how hard it is) "I love you!". Find people who love you exactly as you are, who feed your heart. Immerse yourself in positive books and media - anything that affirms your real value as a beautiful, loving creation.<br />
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This is discipline, and it can be bloody hard work! But the one thing it isn't, is trying to love others by doing "loving" things. It's not sacrificing our own desires for the needs of others. It's not putting god first, others second and ourselves last. It's not trying to be loving. But it IS disciplining ourselves to undo the lies that we have been told and have taken deep into our hearts.<br />
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You ARE love incarnate - live loved!Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-47775119733886435002016-10-07T14:26:00.004+13:002016-10-07T14:28:22.230+13:00Is love a discipline? - Pt 2I had some people ask for some practical application of my last post <a href="http://jmarjoram.blogspot.co.nz/2016/10/is-love-discipline.html" target="_blank">"Is love a discipline?"</a><br />
(although I'm not sure if this will qualify, lol)<br />
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The idea that self love is the only source of true love for everyone else can be a tricky one to get our heads around, especially when we have no real experience of self love outside of the context of the christian paradigm/belief system.<br />
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Many have never even considered the issue and just plod through life trying to "do" love, hoping that it will get easier as the learn self sacrifice.... and there in lies the first part of the problem! Self sacrifice is not going to make us more loving, never has and never will. It does, however, create an attitude self neglect, repression, a minimisation of our own natural talents and beauty, and often a form of self abasement that amounts to being a doormat, and all too often, forms of metal illness.<br />
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Christians are told that the correct process to be pleasing to god is put god first, others second, and ourselves last. We must sacrifice ourselves as Jesus apparently did - to carry our cross in the worship of God and service to others.<br />
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The second part of the problem is we are taught to "channel" god, to the point where we are nothing more than a means of god pouring out his love to mankind. The theological reasons for this are complex and sound reasonable given the premise that we are broken and incapable of doing anything good without the indwelling of god's spirit.<br />
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All this creates the paradigm that our own ability to love is flawed from the ground up, and that only god has this ability.<br />
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With all that in mind, back to the original topic - how do we apply the idea that self love is actually the single most important thing all humans need to not only thrive as an individual, but also as a "species"?<br />
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Of course, it's a process. It's not going to happen overnight. Some people have a spiritual experience that helps shorten the process - some sort of cathartic event that reveals our beauty and "oneness". For most of us it requires us to do a bit of inner searching and be brave enough to accept who we are right at this moment, with no thought of needing to change, or not being good enough etc.<br />
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It takes time, and of course, doesn't exclude the need to "do" loving actions for others as we grow. But the whole point is that we need to turn the destructive discipline into a natural flow of genuine affection, compassion and empathy from our core.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqVtDsEFnOasXy7dOffHbaEX-rT89yBxf8yZrSkqcXSyDOWZeAcOPhH491kwOYKUKwFJXKZDVjqa6T5iReJumWlCnqSvn29-n5CbBlKkRHBCm0czLLqDw9hYVkvBqZEifBJQDWSXey2ZI/s1600/Judgement-Pic.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="308" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqVtDsEFnOasXy7dOffHbaEX-rT89yBxf8yZrSkqcXSyDOWZeAcOPhH491kwOYKUKwFJXKZDVjqa6T5iReJumWlCnqSvn29-n5CbBlKkRHBCm0czLLqDw9hYVkvBqZEifBJQDWSXey2ZI/s320/Judgement-Pic.jpg" width="320" /></a>For example, I used to occasionally lose the plot and get angry out of frustration. People would annoy me (often those closest to me, sadly) because they couldn't understand me or I couldn't successfully communicate what I was feeling or needing. As I let go of the religious aspects of love and began to nurture myself things began to change. I recognised that I couldn't change by trying, so I just accepted that I was suffering - with NO judgement. I allowed myself to recognise I was just like everyone else and that was absolutely ok. I could then love people even if they didn't "get" me. I saw their struggle to understand with empathy and accepted and loved them totally in that, just as I now accepted and loved myself.<br />
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The key? NO SELF JUDGEMENT! <br />
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I stuffed up? - not a problem. Fix up the mess and treat yourself like the loved children we really are.<br />
For example, our toddler wets the bed, but we don't berate them and demand they repent and try harder. We love them and say "never mind", clean up and show them that they are loved and wonderful. Its proven beyond doubt that if you scold a child for bed-wetting, it makes toilet training much harder. The worse the shame and punishment, the harder the toilet training becomes. This is true of all childhood behaviours (yes, I know many of you are thinking we have to be strong with kids and use discipline etc, but that's a whole other topic).<br />
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This is how we need to treat ourselves in every area. We don't judge ourselves - we don't need to!! Just like a loving parent, we embrace all we are, knowing that love will bring self confidence and the innate ability to prosper as a human, and share that love to everyone else.<br />
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This is a huge subject, and something I've spent the last few years getting a handle on. I've hardly scratched the surface here, and yet the whole thing is so incredibly simple. The problem is our indoctrination by religious paradigms.<br />
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More to come....<br />
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Live loved!!Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-72810173723126450242016-10-05T11:04:00.000+13:002016-10-05T15:04:04.200+13:00Is love a discipline?One christian tenet that is commonly touted is the whole idea of love being a discipline - something we have to work on - to actively "deny ourselves" and exercise Godly love despite our feelings.<br />
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I always battled with this. I could never figure out why love had to be so hard, even though the excuse provided by traditional doctrine is that we are born "fallen" so everything we do that has value is going to be resisted by our "fallen" nature. It just didn't gel.<br />
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As I began my journey out of traditional christianity, I began to see people who genuinely felt "emotional" love towards everyone. It's the kind of love that isn't a discipline or a consciously focused exercise on applying scriptural doctrines, or trying to "channel" God in some way. For these people, they just felt simple and unconditional love for every person.<br />
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How could this be? So I read and observed, and discovered it isn't just super spiritual gurus who have obtained "enlightenment" of some sort, but was often simple, average people.<br />
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I've discovered the one common factor is self love! <br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0KD3IiaCFEN8CvAmd6PIDsRnNH37EFGYbxwkh5TVN8lT-LoCY5stoEQWCcD8GwcgIMhOKWhqkqKK46yIlxtE_sHGvbC44BwWt_tbfcLMSd40liC3Bh5GuLg2HkohRhVPGQ0SS43WHPfE/s1600/self+love.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0KD3IiaCFEN8CvAmd6PIDsRnNH37EFGYbxwkh5TVN8lT-LoCY5stoEQWCcD8GwcgIMhOKWhqkqKK46yIlxtE_sHGvbC44BwWt_tbfcLMSd40liC3Bh5GuLg2HkohRhVPGQ0SS43WHPfE/s320/self+love.jpg" width="320" /></a>I'm not talking about anything narcissistic in the slightest. I'm talking about a full acceptance of our own worth as neither better or less than any other human being. It's a complete acceptance and love of self as we are at this moment, no guilt, no shame, no regrets. It's a full embracing of our core being as an expression of love. It doesn't matter what religion or doctrines you may believe, apart from the basic fact that we are all beautiful and created in love.<br />
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This alone creates an inner peace that is far beyond any religion or spiritual discipline. If we have to strive to be loving, then we have missed the point entirely. And I can personally attest to it! Over the last 5 years I've grown to love myself "warts and all" in such a way that I feel equal to everyone else. Love to others becomes an expression of my love for myself. I don't have to "fake it till I make it". In fact, when I don't feel love for someone I'm getting to the point where I stop and look at what is being reflected in my own lack of self love.<br />
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Yes, it's something we grow into as we peel away the layers of self loathing in all its blatant and subtle forms. We have to abandon any belief that says we are broken and needy and require an external "saviour" because that shifts the focus and responsibility to that "thing" rather than embracing our true value on it's own merit.<br />
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If you don't experience natural, emotional based love that feels like empathy and affection for others, then the solution isn't "trying" harder, it's loving yourself more, and that only comes by unconditional acceptance of all that we are right now, and then allowing that internal love to gently strip away anything that isn't a product of love. No striving or effort to repent and renounce sins, no berating ourselves or struggling to be better - we are enough as we are, and all the we hate about ourselves is just a product of our "journey" so far, and we can change the direction of that journey by embracing self love.<br />
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Sounds too good to be true? Yep, we've been told a lot of lies for a long time. We ARE beautiful, all of us, right now. It's how we are "created". We truly are "one".<br />
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Live loved! <br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-53602817065717334932016-09-22T11:19:00.002+12:002016-09-22T11:19:41.792+12:00The Unchanging GodOne of the great tenets of Christianity is the "unchanging god" - the same yesterday, today and tomorrow - <span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>his character is solid and is never indecisive, always full of love, mercy and justice. We can count on him because he is always constant, in every way.</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>The truth though, is a bitter pill to swallow, a pill that most christians refuse to acknowledge.</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>For those christians who see god as totally loving and full of grace, they have had to shed the idea of the "monster god" of the Old Testament, and to do that, there's a large problem. </span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>To make god really as good as we say, we have to cherry pick the
bible. God should be good of course, and we know that,
however fundamentalists and traditional christians are trapped in the
idea that you have to adhere to the entire bible, which is impossible,
so you end up like the Jews - creating a god in your own image, and a
nasty one at that. </span><br /><span> </span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>Even the new testament has a lot of
the old nasty god in it, which we have to tiptoe around to make a much
better religion than the bible presents.</span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span> </span><br /><span>In reality, the
christianity that most sane people like is one we
have constructed out of morals and ethics far superior to those of
biblical times.</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>However we don't see it that way. We use the term "doctrines" to describe the new beliefs that we stitch together from these cherry picked scriptures. I spent years doing this myself, and could justify it all with "scholarly exegesis".</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>I think this is actually a good thing, as we outgrow the primitive tribalistic god of the bible, but lets just call it for what it is - we are creating/modifying god into our own image - an image that reflects our evolving spiritual understanding, morals and love. </span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span><span><span data-ft="{"tn":"K"}"><span class="UFICommentBody"><span>The day will come when we see the bible for what it really is rather than worship it as a god actually speaking to us. Perhaps the only hold that traditional christianity will have over people is the fear of the unknown - what happens when we die. This is the last bastion of fear that we can be threatened with, and the last thing we need to come to terms with before shedding the old and walking in real love and unity as the beautiful creatures we really are.</span></span></span></span></span>Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8161899938003377748.post-6851468444226190182016-09-21T12:04:00.000+12:002016-09-21T12:04:48.620+12:00Meme Me<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkgfmAR_XJBxCUJsGHtRZbYkJrf2yunTfZLl4xMe3zCN_AFpO50h2pOo6OLTXI1qHev33xtaIBVM3H8l4QgpZGAlMTh2IhG_vg6Dfa4kyVoKQwfJmvRDETeropfrBRehLMOJvWDUcbSno/s1600/meme.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="168" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkgfmAR_XJBxCUJsGHtRZbYkJrf2yunTfZLl4xMe3zCN_AFpO50h2pOo6OLTXI1qHev33xtaIBVM3H8l4QgpZGAlMTh2IhG_vg6Dfa4kyVoKQwfJmvRDETeropfrBRehLMOJvWDUcbSno/s320/meme.jpg" width="320" /></a>Memes everywhere - silly, ugly, bigoted, ignorant, wise, profound, cats, you name it.<br />
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It seems our world is slowly being reduced into simple bite size chunks of information. This can be a great way to attract our attention and provoke us to read, research and ruminate, in order to grow and become better humans. On the other hand, it does little to expand our knowledge and broaden our perspectives, as most people either give it a quick glance, instantly decide if it agrees with their current paradigm and perhaps click the appropriate emoticon.<br />
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I've resisted the urge to create my own for this reason. It's too easy to be taken out of context and for people to put their own spin on it. However, that's exactly what we all do with just about everything we are exposed to - we see it through OUR eyes and interpret it through OUR paradigm.<br />
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It's only when we take the time and are really willing to hear and see, exercising empathy and a willingness to be open to change and growth, that the barrage of memes can be of any real use. Sure, they can help as little reminders to things we already know and agree with, but not when it comes to something that needs to be assessed and processed before passing any judgement on.<br />
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We see political, religious, philosophical and social memes, and quickly judge based on the rhetoric that we are already embracing, rather than looking at the deeper story, the context, trying to put aside our biases. But the meme is not designed for that. It's designed to be a fast and often aggressive tool to fire up emotions, divide and polarise.<br />
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I am constantly finding myself pausing to reflect on the endless meme stream, making an effort not to judge and allow myself to be swayed by unfounded claims, unchecked "facts', fear-mongering and hate speech. It's not easy!<br />
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I now usually post memes with the intention that they will be pondered and perhaps used to inspire further research. I always hope that people will realise that one tiny meme does NOT constitute the entirety of my intelligence, wisdom, experience or biases and react accordingly. <br />
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Except for cats. There's always cats. <br />
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<br />Jimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14119042606642385750noreply@blogger.com0